He is Risen! That statement and knowledge brings me so much joy! However, this morning I was very depressed. The house was not decorated, nor even all that tidy either! We had not gotten around to coloring any eggs. We had the baskets - but ONLY the baskets, no eggs or candy to go in them. I was going to work on pulling something together last night, but I have been so exhausted lately that I accidentally fell asleep without doing any of things I had planned! The only special thing we did was served made-from-scratch waffles for breakfast! And that was only because we had run out of waffle mix. Today started out very frazzled! I guilt-tripped myself the whole morning!
But then we all made it to Church - nevermind that we were late - the point is we were all there! And despite the children's fidgety non-reverent behaviors, I realized that THIS is what EASTER is all about! None of the added trimmings were necessary! Sure I have already planned how I am going to do much much better with all the "unnecessary" trimmings next year! But for this year, the fact that we are all together and praising God for His Atoning Sacrifice and the Gift of Eternal Life - is more than enough! As soon as I realized that, my nerves began to unwind and I started to actually enjoy this Easter celebration! The children walked out of their Sunday School Classes with the message of Easter on their hearts, and Easter Baskets filled with eggs and candy. They had more than what they had expected!
This Sunday opened my eyes to a couple things:
I have failed in many ways as a parent. I am not talking about not having everything decorated and what not. I mean in the areas of demanding respect and obedience from my children. I feel like I am always fighting them to do simple things. I have preached and lived by the "pick your battles" technique so much that I forgot to pay real attention to which battles I was really picking and the dangers of the ones I surrendered. I am resolved to focus more on praying for guidance when it comes to raising my children in Obedience, Respect, and Gratitude. All three areas are sorely lacking in my home! I am still not quite sure where I went wrong, but none of that matters now. I need to take charge of my home!
I also realized that none of the trimmings are important. They are lovely and nice but not important. It is far more important that we remember the true reason for the season! Jesus Christ atoned for our sins and Lives, breaking us from its bondage! That is what fills my heart today! We are finishing today with a lovely family dinner, and spending time together as a family with Jesus Christ as the CENTER of our home!
I wish you all a very blessed Easter Season! If you were like me and didn't have it all together today - relax! Remember the real reason for the season and REJOICE!